Slacker.

I've been a total slacker. Things have been so hectic and they are only going to get worse. Tomorrow kicks off our T-Ball/Softball Season. The girls play the same day and time each week. Luke is supposed to be coaching both teams. The next two months are going to be crazy!

A couple weeks ago Kinnison sang in her first grade music program.  She and her classmates did an awesome job! I can't believe she has less than a month left in first grade!

I registered Kimber for Kindergarten. She was a little bit timid, but didn't cry.
She says she is excited. We will see! 

My Grandpa turned 85 on the 21st! I made him a new video montage and took a new picture of the farmhouse and framed it in one of the old farm windows. He loved them both! 

Thanks for stopping by! 

Love,

Update.

We took some new family pictures on Sunday. We had lots of work to do, so we were really rushed, but we got some good ones.

The kids are doing great. Kinnison has less than 6 weeks of school left! She is playing machine pitch softball this year. She is hitting well. Thursday I have to go to the school to register Kimber for kindergarten. I have mixed emotions about it. I'm praying that she loves it like Kinnison did. She is very tender hearted and very dramatic. Prayers would be appreciated! She is playing T-Ball this year and will be filling in on Kinnison's team when needed. She is doing really well too. I can't wait to watch them play their games. Kanyon is changing every day. Some of his new words are yes, hot, OK, outside, love you and thank you. When he says, "yes" it sounds like "yeeessshh". I love it. He is into everything! He is very, very hard to keep up with. He is very affectionate and has gotten really good at giving kisses. He's loving Mother's Day Out. He pee pee's in the potty whenever he wants. He can make himself go. He just hasn't figured out when he has to go by himself. He isn't even two yet, so I am not in any hurry.

Grandpa turns 85 on the 21st. We are going to have a party at the farm. Every day with them is a blessing!

We've made huge progress on the farmhouse. I'll post pictures soon!

Love,

Happy Easter!

We celebrated Easter with Luke's Family this year. It was a beautiful day! The kids got way too much stuff! 

The candy was wet and Kanyon kept saying, "Eeewwww". 

It was a difficult day for Luke's Family. It has been three years since they lost Edith.

I hate that the kids never really got to know her. 

I know that she is missed very much. 

Spring Break.

We decided that we wanted to spend Spring Break at the Buffalo River. It is one of our favorite places in the world. Every time we go my Grandpa asks us about the elk. He is going to be 85 in April and he has never seen an elk! We invited them to eat lunch with us one day. Mom volunteered to drive them. So, Tuesday they came to our cabin for lunch. The kids were so excited. Luckily, they saw elk on the way to the cabin! Lunch was wonderful. Grandpa said, "We should have found out where the old cabin is." I had no idea what he was talking about. Mom did. She thought ahead and got directions! Apparently my Great, Great, Great Grandpa's house (located in PG) was sold and moved to Wayton, Arkansas. It wasn't too far from the cabin, so we decided to go look for it. Monday we hiked a super easy and amazingly beautiful trail. Luke talked my Grandma into hiking it! So, we stopped to hike on the way to the cabin.We finally found the cabin and my Grandparents were amazed. They didn't think they would ever see it again. They reminisced about old times. My Grandpa said he spent many nights there. My Grandma said it was used as a hospital during the war! It was a wonderful day! I am so thankful that my Mom and Grandparents were able to come. We made memories that will last a lifetime. 

The entire trip was wonderful. We had a lot of fun and made some wonderful memories. We can't wait to go back in the fall! 

Date Day.

Luke and I don't get alone time together very often. We decided that we would go on a date Tuesday. We talked about going to the movies or going shopping, but decided we would go fishing and have a picnic at the farm instead. We've always enjoyed the outdoors. When we first started dating we went fishing all the time. And, that was probably the last time we fished without kids. It was so quiet and peaceful. We got to relax and enjoy each other. We talked and laughed. It was wonderful! Now that Kanyon is going to MDO it might become a regular thing. Time together alone reminds me of why we fell in love in the first place. Luke is my best friend. He is makes me laugh. We really do enjoy each other's company. That is easy to forget when you are parents. When we are at home we are tag team referees. We go into survival mode and our relationship usually gets put on the back burner. We always put our kids first. We love spending time with them, but it sure is nice to have some alone time! 

I was the only one who caught any fish and I only caught two. Luke baited my hook, so it was a team effort. 

Psalm 13:5-6

Jeremiah 17:7

No Regrets.

Thursday Mom and I were shopping in Fayetteville. My Grandma told me they were going to Fayetteville too. I told her to call if they needed help with anything. At about noon Grandma called and said Grandpa had an uncontrollable nose bleed. He is on a blood thinner which is what caused his internal bleeding a year ago. We drove as fast as we could to Sam's to get them. We saw Grandpa and immediately knew he needed to go to the hospital. He was bleeding everywhere. By the time we got to the ER he was coughing up blood. They said it wasn't intestinal, but was the nose bleed draining down his throat. It was really hard to watch. They checked  the thickness of his blood and his hemoglobin levels. Everything was normal. They gave him a nasal spray and inserted a small balloon type thing and inflated it.  It stopped the bleeding. By the time he got home he had a headache and was very tired. He had a rough night. Yesterday his eye started hurting. He has some facial swelling as well. He goes back to the doctor on Monday to get the balloon removed. I am hoping that makes him feel better and that the bleeding has stopped.

My Grandparents mean so much to me. They are wise, hard working, honest, caring, amazing people. One of the hardest things in the world is watching them grow old. I regret not appreciating them more when they were younger. My Grandma will be 80 this year and my Grandpa will be 85. I am so incredibly blessed that I have gotten to spend so much time with them and that my children will be able to remember them. There is not a day that goes by that my kids don't ask to go visit their Grandma and Grandpa!

When one of them is in the ER Mom, Charity and I sit with them. Last year when Grandpa was in the hospital Mom and I stayed with them all day. I would drop Kinnison off and take Kanyon with me. Grandpa enjoyed the company. He loves his Grandkids more than anything in the world. And, it provided a distraction for Grandma. I would leave the hospital just in time to pick Kinnison up from school. Grandpa was so weak he couldn't even walk to the bathroom, so we would help Grandma take care of him. We bought them food and took them clothes. I even took Grandma to the mall to get her hair done. I have taken Grandma shopping, cleaned their house, cooked them food, and taken them to the doctor. The roles have reversed now. They need our help. I am trying to repay them for all that they have done for me.  I am doing everything I can to make their lives easier so they can enjoy the time they have.  Sure, they can be opinionated. They will tell you when you make a mistake and they will disagree with you and give you unsolicited advice. And, I love it. Haven't they earned the right? They have seen and done so much in their lifetime. And, in the end all they want is for us to be safe and happy. They worry and stress so much about the people they love.

It breaks my heart to see their feelings hurt or see them upset. And, I have seen it a lot the past couple of years. I'll never understand it. All I can do is make sure that I appreciate every single day that I have with them. I will strive to make their lives easier, make them happier and to make them proud. I don't want to regret a single thing when they are gone. 

My Grandma is one of the strongest women I have ever known. She has been through so much. She has taken care of my Grandpa for 62 years! Thursday she stood by his bedside wiping blood from his face. She waited on him hand and foot.  She is smart, wise, witty, funny and stubborn! She has great instincts. She is a wonderful cook. She knows everything about our family history and has worked very hard to preserve it for generations to come. She is an amazing woman!

I am so incredibly blessed. 

Please say a prayer that my Grandpa gets well. I am so thankful for the time we have had, but I am selfish. I'm not ready to lose them yet.